Someday..

Someday, I'll understand why I have the dreams I do. Someday I'll know why they seem to stay out of reach. Someday I won't stress about them. Someday I'll learn to let God deal with it.
Someday I'll miss how my kids liked to get up early and play in the hallway. I'll miss how much my babies liked cereal bars for breakfast. Someday I'll miss how much they wanted me to hold them, even when I didn't feel good, or my feet hurt, or they had a runny nose. I'll miss how they would run full speed down the hall and tackle hug me. Someday I'll remember how much they loved homeschooling, even when they said it was boring.
Someday I'll still dislike Sesame Street, but remember how much my babies loved it. Someday I'll be happy I spent all this time in school. Someday it won't seem like it was so hard. Someday I'll look back on my life and smile. But right now I need to smile and enjoy the memories for someday we are making now!